Today, 19th april 2010.

The situation between faizal and me has been cleared.

He never wanted a serious relationship on the contrary to me.

My mistake was that i ddnt tell him of our ptoblems, which i did to a common friend Amrish, who went and told him all.

Le rideau est tombé: il ne m'a jamais vraiment aimé, juste ke j'avais une petite place dans son coeur, place ke j'ai perdue maintenant.

C'est une perte pour moi, car c'était un très bon ami, kkelkun avec ki je pouvais tout raconter. il m'aidant a trouver la lumière, a trouver le bout manquant du puzzle.

Ce kil m'a appris:

- Tjrs écouter objectivement

- se mettre a la place de l'autre et les autres pour connaitre l'effet ke ca fait.

- etre confiant et ne pas laisser les autres marcher sur ses pieds

- Fight for your right, your values and what you know is right.

love

i love you baby

Just Because

Just because no one has been fortunate
enough to realize what a gold mine you are,
doesn't mean you shine any less.
Just because no one has been smart enough
to figure out that you can't be topped, doesn't
stop you from being the best.
Just because no one has come along to share
your life, doesn't mean that day isn't coming.
Just because no one has made this race
worth while, doesn't give you permission
to stop running.
Just because no one has realized how much
of a woman you are, doesn't mean they can
affect your femininity.
Just because no one has come to take the
loneliness away, doesn't mean you have to
settle for a lower quality.
Just because no one has shown up who
can love you on your level, doesn't mean
you have to sink to theirs.
Just because you deserve the very best
there is, doesn't mean that life is always fair.
Just because God is still preparing your
king, doesn't mean that you're not already
a queen.
Just because your situation doesn't seem
to be progressing right now, doesn't mean
you need to change a thing.
Keep shining,
Keep running,
Keep hoping,
Keep praying,
Keep being exactly what
you are already ...
COMPLETE!

Lessons of life

I feared being alone until I learned to like myself.

I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try.

I feared successuntil I realized that I had to tryin order to be happy with myself.

I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway.

I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself.

I feared pain until I learned that it's necessaryfor growth.

I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies.

I feared life until I experienced its beauty.

I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.

I feared my destiny, until I realized that I had the power to change my life.

I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance.

I feared love until it touched my heart,making the darkness fade into endless sunny days.

I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself.

I feared growing old until I realized thatI gained wisdom every day.

I feared the future until I realized that life just kept getting better.

I feared the past until I realized that it could no longer hurt me.

I feared the dark until I saw the beauty of the starlight.

I feared the light until I learned that the truth would give me strength.

I feared change, until I saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

love

hey sweet

Sorry my dear....